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I am maybe one of your favorite buddy ... who knows ??? may be just may be one of a friend that u are lucky to keep ... hehehehe :p so, why dont give it a chance ???

Monday, September 27

The damn footprints !!!


Look at the beach, big bro
Two pairs of footprints
One is mine, and the other one is yours
Been so damn long we were together

But why... sometimes - two sets of footprints?
but then, there were times it was just a single set ....

When i was happy .. it was two ...
it means there were u ...
but during my nightmare ...
it has been one ... where were u bro ????

Perhaps, just perhaps
BFF is just a story in a movie
Cuz the fact is I am the only one who chase after u
all these years... 
Then I decide…
Hey u, walk out of my door …

When I show u the door,
dont u think u should just come and hug me,
just like the way u used to be,
But ended up you slammed the door on my face
May be you wish for this ages before …

Today, i watch the footprints again
our very own footprint...
I leave u... i am glad i did it
u were the brother...
now u are just another stranger,!

But wait, look a little bit closer
during my nightmare, when i cried
The foot prints wasn't mine
Its yours big bro…
You carried me when I was weak

Standing here alone... silent
Standing here alone ...regret
oh my god, if i can undo the time ... 
for sure... i will

 Would you please stop surfing the internet
Others have facebook too 
Your birthday is just around the corner right
whats your plan , bro???”

continued:
oh my god if i can undo the time...
for sure i will not redo anything
cuz my brother is here... by my side

the other day when i realized my fault,
he was at my back ...
damn it... laughing insanely just like a monkey 
SHIT !!!!

Dear god,
He is precious to me …
Watch after him :)

Sunday, September 26

Kisah yang cuba dilupakan ... ep 3


Finally , ko sms aku …
U know what ???
Happy gilak ne sa !!!

Finally, ko call aku …
U know what ???
Senyum berabis ne sa!!!

2 tahun ??? memang cukup lama …
Banyak ne ko mo cerita !!!
2 tahun ??? mungkin seketika cuma …
Cerita mu hanya tentang dia !!!

Secara jujur… aku rasa tea selesa ne …
Secara ikhlas… aku tea mood mo cakap pasal dya…
But I am scared, im losing u again …

Ketara ne … ko happy
Nampak bha … ko ceria
Langsung tea simpati … dengan apa yang mungkin aku rasa …

Then aku sedar , ko memilihnya
U are his from the day we are together
U are his from the day I met u
Sudah sudah la ngan cerita 2 tahun lalu …
Now we talk …
Dengan wink on the sms screen, laughing over the phone…
It is fine with me

Makin aku sedar, aku memang tea tabah …
Kini aku tahu, aku tea pernah pun bijak…
Bukan soal sayang atau cinta … ianya tentang setia …

Dia lah yang setia padamu …
Benar benar setia kepadamu…
Ko tinggalkan aku kerana dia terlalu setia kepadamu ….

Friday, September 24

kisah yang cuba dilupakan ... ep 2

Mo ne sms ko balik…
Tapi… cammana???
Ive lost ur number ….

Mo ne call ko balik…
Tapi…. cammana?
Uve change ur number …

2 tahun …? Memang cukup lama …
Ko mungkin banyak berubah …
2 tahun… ? Mungkin seketika cuma …
Tea mungkin ko berubah …

Tapi …
Aku jujur… I wanna know ur story
Aku ikhlas… wondering how have u been?
But I am scared – I am not welcome anymore …

Ketara lah … ko tea rindukan aku sua
Nampak bha… ko tea perlukan aku sua
Tea payah lah simpati … ok bha sa …

Sebab lama sudah sa sedar…
U are not mine at the very first rose,
I didn’t own u from the very earliest hug …
Tu kisah 2 tahun lalu,
Esok bila kita bertemu lagi,
Mungkin kah pelukan, sekadar senyuman atau cukup dengan satu kerlingan

Yup… aku masih kurang tabah
Yup… aku masih kurang bijak
Walaupun aku yakin aku kenal apa itu saying, tapi blur ne : apa itu cinta?

Ko tea pernah cintakan aku…
Benar benar tea cintakan aku …
Kau tinggalkan aku sebab kau terlalu tea cintakan aku :)


Wednesday, September 22

satu kisah yang cuba d lupakan :)


tak reply sms aku ???
tea pa,,, sa paham ... 
ko mesti buzy ....

tak angkat phone aku ??? 
tea pa,,, sa paham ...
ni mesti silent mode ...

sehari tak pa...
seminggu masih ok ...
sebulan no hal la...
tapi dah cukup lama tea mendengar cerita mu ...

tapi...

aku tipu bila kata ok 
aku bohong bila kata tea pa
aku cuma takut kehilangan kamu ...

tea ketara meh ... aku perlukan kau ...
tea nampak ka.... aku rindukan 
tea simpati ? aku macam bodok jak???

skarang baru aku sedar ...
aku tidak pernah memilikimu ...
ku izinkan kau pergi sayang ... 

kini 2 tahun sudah berlalu ...
aku bersyukur pernah mencintaimu 
aku jugak bersyukur kau meninggalkan ku ... 

aku tea kata aku tabah 
aku tea bilank aku bijak 
tapi aku rasa aku kenal apa itu sayang ???

KAU SAYANG KAN AKU ...
BENAR BENAR SAYANGKAN AKU
KAU TINGGALKAN AKU KERANA KAU TERLALU SAYANGKAN AKU ...